Today I found out i'm not really accepted by the beauty community here. I also realized my real life friends have abandoned me and they didt invite me on vacation because my mom works. I don't really talk to my parents. Never have I felt so alone. I have nobody in real life to talk to nor anybody online. My life truly is miserable and I don't know how I will be able to handle high school and then college. I'm not ready to be out in the real world. Not now and not ever.